U must be wondering y e wierd title...u'll soon find out....lots of thoughts have been in my mind...once in a while when u have a break...or just moments of absolute peace,solitude and time...u'll start to realise,notice & think of some stuffs...cos i've so much in my head...i hope writing them in words will bring them out logically and lay them clear for myself to see...so pardon me for it'll be very long ramblings(& may nt even have a smooth flow..cos it's all jumbled in my head)....
mirrors shows our own reflections...it throws back e image of urself for u to take a gd look...bt nt everyone has the courage to face themselves in the mirrors everyday...chocolates comes in different layers and different mildness or taste of sweetness or bitterness...perfect description for humans and their complexity...and lastly blankets...u realise the warmth they provide when u r cold, perfect to hide the sadness,frm protection of fear...in the wee hrs...while u sleep...wat i'll be posting in this series...are just some reflections,thoughts,the bitterness or sweetness,the things we never realise or ignore while growing and living our lives....
Nt everybody lead interesting lives...and i always thought y pple living 'cardboard' lives have to be deemed inferior...i find so much charms in the simple lives many of us lead...these little little things tat we usually overlook...and human relationships are so complex...there's no way u cn explain or define them...tat's y humans and living are of such interests to me cos u cn nvr figure it out...(maybe i shld juz study philosophy,psychology &stuffs like that)...
I've learnt that reality is unrealistic...& really sometimes it even feels like fantasy...contradicting? life is meant to be tat way...i always thought how pple cont'd to live, is juz the continuous search for tat something tat makes life worth living...triumph?...confidence?...love?...i don't know...
it was partly a couple of dramas and drama writer-noh hee kyung's words that got me thinking....she mentioned in an interview tat "....the thought that there's nothing more pressing in today's society than trying to live a respectable life keeps haunting me...."....and these words keep coming back to me...so much truth in these words....many pple try so hard to lead a respectable live...and it's not like u cn measure like u measure rain with a rain gauge &then predict e weather..wat quantity...wat defines....how and wat makes u earn one...i cnnt explain or really know either...
If u dn't realise... how all of us actually make judgements according to our own standards...and somehow we'll expect others to live by our standards as well...which trully isn't fair...cos i believe each of us have the right to choose and dictate the means and ways with which we lead our own lives...we shld learn to give tat understanding tat each individuals deserve...words are easy to say but nt easy to keep or practice....words like respect, understanding, love are by no means easy to achieve...as i type i realise i'm guilty of many things and i hope i won't expose all my flaws haha....
am i setting u thinking?....btw if u have some answers or views...i'll be happy to know...it's frustrating sometimes to fight with one's thoughts or there's no answers...
till next time....nitez!
to be cont'd....
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