Health gauge: tired and unhealthy

Emo-meter: moderately high

the extremely humid and erratic weather that blows hot and cold coupled with my irregular sleeping hours and bad eating habits these days, is draining every ounce of my energy and motivation...depriving my brain of e impetus to stimulate neurons...i feel my blood circulating in the opposite direction....my nervous system is in need of salvation...this cannot happen cos i have the damn project deadlines to meet and as if the situation isn't grave enough, e exams are right after e deadlines so...a healthy dose of glucose is vital to keep it functioning...

in short, i bought a box of donuts moments ago...half a dozen in total...
these sinful rings of dough are absolutely high in calories and sugar level...
just what i need...but they don't come cheap...every pop is a dent on my measly allowance...

although they do not in any way work like cocaine, i am deluded into believing that it does function at least 1/10th to such effect...hopefully worth at least a quarter of what i paid for...

i'm emptying the box for tea and dinner...all of it...

even though i know what i'm gonna say after i finish it all, i still have no idea why i went for it...
'oh goodness, these things in no way appease my palate' (although i admit i did have a bout of addiction for Dunkin' donuts) and i always regret buying after having them inevitably residing at the bottom of my stomach...

oh well...i cannot survive forever on chocolate bars...can i!?...i need more alternatives....and my favourite french loaves that are gladly much healthier and do gazillions better in the taste department...is sadly not accessible from our friendly neighbourhoods...donuts is Da fad...everybody shops for them in dozens...and u don't even have to look for them....they spring up every other month right in front of u...

now...would u excuse me while i patiently wait for it to work wonders....