mood:bad

these 2 days i've been home and i am suppose to have done some productive work....but No....
today i've been staring at the com since i got up from bed....and the typing just never starts for my report....whenever i switch to ms word...finish reading a few lines...i get drowsy....so i spent the whole afternoon surfing i-have-no-idea-what....and now the blank white screen of death is staring at me....

sometimes i just wish i can fall into sinful slumber for awhile....
and wake up with my mind swarming in complete blankness...
so it doesn't feel as painful as having done nothing....Nothing!....
and to make it worse, i'm not an easy sleeper....

as if projects, projects and projects are not enough to kill you.....
i have to tolerate shits who barely lifts their finger to do work....
i put my msn nick as "mere talkers and non-do-ers, of circus masters who connive for moolahs"
for 2 days to vent and drive my msg and i hope it does...insult or not i Don't Care...
if my buddies could catch my underlying meaning, U know Who these messages were directed at...as if the many cues weren't enough to drive the msg...i have to bear more Excuses,Pretensions and entertain in their silly game....WAT!?...
I totally ABHORS these shits and especially self-proclaimed intellectuals.....
that would have already probably filled up a truckload....
I Do Not need more pls.....

anyhow...enough of this....before the guilt of inactivity grips me.....
I gotta 'throw' out something.....