Exams. Hiatus. .

I've been listening to this song that i couldn't get out of my head....it's very addictive and it doesn't fade, every time i listen to it, i have to playback at least 3 times....it's just so simple, sweet and cute...makes one happy...take a look at the lyrics:

张悬 宝贝

我的寶貝　寶貝　給你一點甜甜
讓你今夜都好眠
我的小鬼　小鬼　逗逗你的眉眼
讓你喜歡這世界

哇啦啦啦啦啦　我的寶貝
倦的時候有個人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的寶貝
要你知道你最美

我的寶貝　寶貝　給你一點甜甜
讓你今夜很好眠
我的小鬼　小鬼　逗逗你的小臉
讓你喜歡整個明天

哇啦啦啦啦啦　我的寶貝
倦的時候有個人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的寶貝
要你知道你最美

哇啦啦啦啦啦　我的寶貝
孤單時有人把你想念
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的寶貝
要你知道你最美

哇啦啦啦啦啦　我的寶貝
倦的時候有個人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的寶貝
要你知道你最美

要你知道你最美

it's by one of my fav singers-zhang xuan....
u can click on the player under playlist below the song title to listen...

my dear friends....i hope joy come to you too ^^

Health gauge: tired and unhealthy

Emo-meter: moderately high

the extremely humid and erratic weather that blows hot and cold coupled with my irregular sleeping hours and bad eating habits these days, is draining every ounce of my energy and motivation...depriving my brain of e impetus to stimulate neurons...i feel my blood circulating in the opposite direction....my nervous system is in need of salvation...this cannot happen cos i have the damn project deadlines to meet and as if the situation isn't grave enough, e exams are right after e deadlines so...a healthy dose of glucose is vital to keep it functioning...

in short, i bought a box of donuts moments ago...half a dozen in total...
these sinful rings of dough are absolutely high in calories and sugar level...
just what i need...but they don't come cheap...every pop is a dent on my measly allowance...

although they do not in any way work like cocaine, i am deluded into believing that it does function at least 1/10th to such effect...hopefully worth at least a quarter of what i paid for...

i'm emptying the box for tea and dinner...all of it...

even though i know what i'm gonna say after i finish it all, i still have no idea why i went for it...
'oh goodness, these things in no way appease my palate' (although i admit i did have a bout of addiction for Dunkin' donuts) and i always regret buying after having them inevitably residing at the bottom of my stomach...

oh well...i cannot survive forever on chocolate bars...can i!?...i need more alternatives....and my favourite french loaves that are gladly much healthier and do gazillions better in the taste department...is sadly not accessible from our friendly neighbourhoods...donuts is Da fad...everybody shops for them in dozens...and u don't even have to look for them....they spring up every other month right in front of u...

now...would u excuse me while i patiently wait for it to work wonders....

At times....

I feel...

Waking up in the morning to a fine cup of tea, listening to good music while bathing in sunlight pouring through the window is. Bliss.

I love Subway
I love Subway
I love Subway

The giant crane

Nothing is infallible before the giant crane
tearing structures to pieces is its unyielding bane
it feels no fear, it hears no sorrow
from the souls who pieced and paved the hollow
beneath its metal is no condole
it has learnt to become numb and cold.

Rainy Days

My shoes are always soaked on rainy days
braving the running water along the way
hurried steps and bowed heads
umbrellas are poor shields against the pelting rain
crowd scurried under covers of shelter and taxi-stands
wet and dry together they stand
little children in their rain coats and boots
all ready in their protective gear
clinging to their dearest
shielded to a safe haven
shimmering lights and blurred sight
a mirage with end in sight
although now my shoes have dried
they still squeak from the loosen soles
what a plight!

We never learn our lessons
ignorance and pretension is our veil of protection
always engaging in petty challenges
ridicule at others weaknesses
sinister laughters at their imperfections
to protect our pride and conceal our foolishness
forever wallowing in our sphere of illusion
delighting ourselves in these wicked pleasures
spinning our web of deception
We never learn.

When the wind blows, it goes
so i tried to held it back with the magnetic clasp
sometimes it holds, but many atimes it still goes
so i wonder what was it that couldn't hold
the weak clasp or the careless lass?

mood:bad

these 2 days i've been home and i am suppose to have done some productive work....but No....
today i've been staring at the com since i got up from bed....and the typing just never starts for my report....whenever i switch to ms word...finish reading a few lines...i get drowsy....so i spent the whole afternoon surfing i-have-no-idea-what....and now the blank white screen of death is staring at me....

sometimes i just wish i can fall into sinful slumber for awhile....
and wake up with my mind swarming in complete blankness...
so it doesn't feel as painful as having done nothing....Nothing!....
and to make it worse, i'm not an easy sleeper....

as if projects, projects and projects are not enough to kill you.....
i have to tolerate shits who barely lifts their finger to do work....
i put my msn nick as "mere talkers and non-do-ers, of circus masters who connive for moolahs"
for 2 days to vent and drive my msg and i hope it does...insult or not i Don't Care...
if my buddies could catch my underlying meaning, U know Who these messages were directed at...as if the many cues weren't enough to drive the msg...i have to bear more Excuses,Pretensions and entertain in their silly game....WAT!?...
I totally ABHORS these shits and especially self-proclaimed intellectuals.....
that would have already probably filled up a truckload....
I Do Not need more pls.....

anyhow...enough of this....before the guilt of inactivity grips me.....
I gotta 'throw' out something.....

I have no idea watsup with my blogging going on and off and i always choose to blog at the worst of times...

I have tonnes of work screaming at me...deadlines, presentations, wat-nots and here i am....geez...

When i glimpse back at my previous postings that are all so random....i realized i said some silly things....that's the thing abt blogs at times....at times...i dn't wish to be reminded of wat I've said nor seem silly when i stare at how ridiculous i've been....

tat's it...tis blog will now adopt a totally new writing style...

hopefully with more spank and wham....

anyhow...the Way I Want It....