the weather this summer is just erratic...it either gets unbearably hot or rain a storm....last week, it's been raining almost everyday in the mornings and had a week of overcast days....i like it actually...it creates a very comforting mood...and i love staying home on these days...everyday just drifts by....it's so surreal....and i've lost my perception of time...it didn't really mattered...although it did in a way when i do household chores...laundry is such a pain on rainy days since it takes days to dry and i'll need to keep a lookout for sunshine...other than having a quarter of my time spent on housework...(if you wish, household chores are never done, there's no end to cleaning) if you are in the mood for it it's gd...but it seldom happens...although it's pretty gd to vent your frustrations if there's no alternatives....

despite how mundane life is...it's actually quite an experience and enjoyable to boot (dn't laugh) given the deviate from my usual non-vacation days...

of the things i've been doing....
i spent a day cleaning the house cos i woke up one morning to my horror....witnessing armies of ants from the kitchen all the way to the bathroom and was determined to bust their ant-hole...so i diligently traced their routes and demolished every suspicious hide-out...they took a different path (towards e bathroom ceiling...i nvr knew they climb walls) after the ambush of insecticides....so i wasted the day....killing ants....

no...of course i didn't spend the whole week laboring on these works...i was happily indulging in my fix of dramas, films and music and a little reading and.....spacing out...or just staring out the window....

i dn't really like the view of the ugly block of shopping mall right out the window....the humming of its ventilators gets annoying at times....and the trucks arriving early in the mornings at the loading bay...robs me of my peaceful sleep and quiet mornings...oh well...at least it is compensated for, by the beautiful dusk and dawn sceneries....i have a clear view of the vast sky at least and maybe i should be thankful for it...

probably because i see the sky three-quarter of a frame at eye-level from my window....weather conditions play a considerable part on my moods....and cool, overcast days make one at the peak of inspiration....but i was too engrossed in my dramas and music....so i didn't write a few more blog posts which i should have....cos emotions/feelings/thoughts cnnt be reiterated again without experiencing it all over again...maybe i could have wrote a couple of poems....i read a few famed japanese haiku's....although i didn't really like it for it's extremely short and simplistic nature....too zen for my liking....unless i'm also at some pavilion overlooking lotus ponds....however natsume soseki's works were particularly fun to read with its wit and humour...
i love poetry.... read on rainy days, to elicit the right atmosphere and emotions....

anyhow...i didn't really spent time reading, instead more on listening to music....and surprise....surprise....it's classical....i never really start or got into classical music until recently...i'm growing very fond of mozart's because his pieces are so lighthearted and pure fun to listen to...like how i love chocolates...mozart's are like chocolates....and i like haydn's symphonies...gonna listen to all his works....i'm penniless to acquire any more cds...but i'm truly yearning for some jazz albums...i want those john coltrane & miles davis albums....arghh!!! i need $$$.....anyone willing to donate...i'll sell you my labour....

days are lax for me....and i think i'm enjoying way too much at the heavy expense of debiting my bank account to nothingness....

had enough fun.....and before i start to dwell and worry about stuffs & all trivial matters....work pls come my way!.....so i can start feeding my pathetic bank account....

yo!....how's life on your side?